Chances

As the year begins everyone changes something about them in some way. If it is a new work out routine or eating regimen. It may be not watching TV more than two hours or to get eight hours of sleep. It could even be not obsessing over a certain someone or a goal to read those all time favorite books you have had your eye on. No matter what that new years resolution may be, it always has something to do with taking a chance or changing something in your life. Why must we need a new year be the reason we go out there and make our life better? There are no restrictions that say we can not go. That we can not take a chance now. But in our minds we think "hey, new year... new me!" For example... It's a new year and I am going to go out into this new year world and breathe! Just breathe. As Taylor Swift so beautifully sings. "Breathe without you... but I have to." What else can we do? If we don't accept what he are given in life then we will just plan out suffocate. We can try to change our lives but working out to get that boy to notice you or reading novels that take you away from reality must be for yourself. Not to change or take a chance for someone else, because they don't have to deal with the pain or the dissapointment of not achieving that goal. Walking up to a cliff to see if you can fly to impress someone and taking that leap and realizing that you are just destined to fall. The one you jumped for doesn't feel every bone break... No... they see an idiot who thought they could fly. :) As the new year starts take a chance. For you. No one else. Because even though it can involve them it doesn't fully affect them the way it affects you.

And that chance can be telling someone exactly how you feel about them or walking away from someone you know only hurts you by staying. But no matter what that chance or change may be, remember to breathe. Cuz as the pain feels almost unbearable and eternal. It will get better. You will be healed. You will breathe. Because if you don't... well your dead. And if you die. No one can love you the way you loved. And there is someone out there to love you the way you deserved to be loved.